in a world that seems so far from perfect

So..I have chocolate ice cream, and I have vanilla. I like them both, but I’ve always liked chocolate just a little bit more. Sometimes I think it’s because vanilla is center stage, and I’m always one for the underdog. And sometimes I just think because it is simply..well, better. I’ve had chocolate ice cream for awhile now, and the more it stuck around, the more and more I started to crave it. And I mean I had it, I did..I just never got to taste it. Then all of a sudden some sprinkles got in the mix, and it changed. It wasn’t just chocolate ice cream anymore. It was, but it was a new combination. Therefore, I couldn’t have it. Then a couple months later, I found my vanilla. Simple, and easy, but yet strangely addicting..and as much as I am currently enjoying this vanilla, I feel like no matter what I do, I will always crave chocolate ice cream. Atleast until I get to taste it. Without the sprinkles of course. No one really likes sprinkles anyway. And besides, I liked it just the way it was. Vanilla has been good to me, and it seems like it will stay that way, but I hate having to sit here and wonder what it would be like if I just got my hands on that chocolate. I could sit here, stay content with my vanilla ice cream, smooth as can be or I can go back to the good stuff. The stuff that makes me happy. The stuff I’ve wanted all along. The stuff I know wants me back. The stuff I just can’t seem to get enough of…

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